I was a bit saddened because I wasn't able to attend the New Year Mass. It was supposed to be the Mary mother of God, New Year, and First Friday.... That was quite a handful for a day... but we weren't able to attend. Anyhow, that was the first time I felt fear that what if one day I won't be able to go to Mass? God was always available from where I live and I never even took time to make him first in my list... got a lot of things to do but I must always remember to make God first in my list of to do's. I am quite nervous...fed up with everyday life. But from now on, I will let God take my hand and lead me... I have nowhere else to go... 2010... I know I will be alright as long as I am doing what God wants me to do...
