April 19, 2020 11:56 p.m. Sunday
it’s all too surreal… 2020 came in like a train, wrecking everyone’s thoughts.
Today I am reflecting on my life, and what would happen tomorrow, or the next. I honestly fear that things will not return to normal after this. But I am still full of hope that God will use me as His instrument to bring people closer to Him. At 38, I feel that I should take my life seriously. Embark on a journey of pefecting my soul though Christ Jesus. I lost my brother when he was this age, and being in the age he was when he met with ur Creator, I felt like I understand him better. I always thought that the older you get, the more confident and knowledgeable you become. Now it is the opposite… the older you get, the more you know you need more knowledge, and the more fearful you become.
Whatever tomorrow might bring, I am trusting God fully. I know that God will create wonderful miracles, and rescue us frm the devil’s snout.
as for me, I will glorify God with my works and have no time for mediocrity. God, give us all another chance…
