Life has a bigger picture

It's so easy to stray from one's purpose in life. I had been guilty of that, but now I am okay...I guess. I need to master my talents. This burning desire of creating something is about to burst that I swear, if I still won't create it, I will lose my sanity. There's no time to care about what other people say. They could say what they want, after all, they are entitled to their own opinions. It shouldn't affect me because I know that I am made specifically for what I am about to do. That without me, it can't be done at all.

Anyhow, I have been so busy sketching. Busy with business meetings, contract drafting and all. I need to draw Plushenko for my plan in sculpting him... really, my being a huge fan of him helped me a lot in re-focusing my goals in life. He sacrificed a lot of things to reach the top... From now on, my companions will be the great people in the world. I am happy now... satisfied that I have coaches. Good looking ones too (hehehe) :) And whoah.... I never thought that I actually had Plushenko in mind when I drew this... :D he looks exactly like this when he was 15!





















I can now say that I will never be saddened so easily because I have realized that amazing people exists around me. True, a lot of misfortunes have befallen us. (recently we got robbed in our condo and things are quite scary now. My phone got stolen and cash from my sister. Still thankful though that all of us are safe. I had been harassed in the street, been assaulted by a guy... that's why I carry a taser gun with me all the time) It's so crazy really... no peace of mind and all. But I need to be optimistic. Sooner or later, things will change. I didn't want to worry my mom who is busy with her business (and quite happy by the way) that's why I get to see her only rarely nowadays... :( But still... Being careful walking forward, so as not to lose sight of my dreams...