My busy schedule last year backfired (I wrote it in this blog last year... I was feeling down that time). My works, due to lack of time became proof of mediocrity. And that became a series of mediocre performances on my part. I loathed myself... there's no one to blame but me. I wanted to do a lot of things at the same time, but it can't be done. I lost focus... I ran through the rivers of my crazed and thirsty longing for achievement. I had been stupid... I completely lost myself in the race... and in the end, I became a shattered image of who I once was. The dream I had, mirrored a different reality...
SO with true humility... I admit to my failures. But I no longer banish myself into the depths of miserable self-blame. I had realized in my dormant stage that I have to move forward. That I have a lot to offer the world. Because I do know, that I am truly gifted. I just needed to focus on it. Travel the road again from the start... enjoy every hardships, every happiness, and new experiences. Take the good, along with the bad. Learn new things, and eventually, excel in the path I have chosen.
This will be what my 2010 be. Relish every single day, live the moment. Laugh and cry... be human and be great, and be the best of who I am. Cherish people that comes my way... the ones who hate me or love me... they also contribute to the spice of life. Without them, the world is bland. This will be what my MARCH is... the birth of my new genius side. I am confident now with myself... for I know my strengths and weaknesses. Grow each day... fight a good fight. I will eventually ride the road to my full potential, until the time I can meet my God with a smile and tell Him "Well, I have given the world what You sent them through me...." :)
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