Yesterday was another grueling day for me... I was accused of doing something I didn't do, I was being falsely accused and it's starting to hurt my reputation as a professional. Well, it has something to do with me being chosen as the best poster among all the rest (which was not a big deal to me really) and now I had to be discredited for my work. Whatever,what's important is that I know I'm good, and I've shown other people that I am. The one who told me I'm not good was just one person... because this person is determined to put me down to rise.
I was the lucky one chosen to be pulled down... I honestly don't care anymore. I have proven my worth, and no one can make me believe otherwise. I know my GOD who made me, and no human being could take that from me. "Do not doubt your value..." C.S. Lewis Voyage of the Dawn Treader.
My sister told me, if my hands are full, let go... yeah, I once heard that from a priest, and they were right. I have to let go and make way to newer things. To new opportunities. How can I catch new and exciting opportunities when my fists are tightly clenched? Holding on to what is no longer for me?
I'll let go alright... but my right hand will be holding on to my God... cheesy eh? But it's true. Now, I have nothing from this world... only Him... and with that, I have everything... :)
Despite everything, I will hold my head up high. This is just a calling for me to spread my wings and fly... I need to navigate the world. Not a small office just around the corner. With God at my side, I know I could overcome every challenge that comes my way. That is assurance enough. And because of that, I will meet my inevitable great future... because I have a powerful God who will guide me to that great path.
Everything, just like the past painful memories from my childhood, would become just distant sadness.... CHEERS to my new life! 2011, thank you for making way for me! :)
*For I am the Lord, your God, who grasp your right hand; It is I who say to you, “Fear not, I will help you.” – Isaiah 41:13
Isaiah 48:17-19
17 Thus says the LORD, your redeemer, the Holy One of Israel I, the LORD, your God, teach you what is for your good, and lead you on the way you should go. 18 If you would hearken to my commandments, your prosperity would be like a river, and your vindication like the waves of the sea; 19 your descendants would be like the sand, and those born of your stock like its grains, their name never cut off or blotted out from my presence.
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